Lovely

My love one, you're so lovely today !!!
Oops, or should I say that you're always lovely,
but extraordinary lovely today ?! ;)

You may not know that I like your eyes.
Because your long eyelash always enchant me,
and I can see my own image fall on the iris.
It feels like I'm the only one you could see,
and the whole world belongs to merely both of us.

As I looked into your eyes,
I able to feel your love are so pure and genuine.
It's the first time I felt so strongly that you love me very much.
Thank you, my love one.
Thanks for giving me the security in term of SOUL that I craving for.

You'd been rushing here and there today,
some more encountered heavy traffic on the way sent me back to IMU.
I know you hate traffic jam. =.=
That's why I felt guilty + heart pain to make you exhausted. T_T
However, I was glad to hear that you're not being penalized for the experiment. ^.^

p/s: I just realized that my mathematics is lousy =.= 
Because today wasn't the 101th day.....how sad !!!

Blue-Sundays

Every Sunday has been my gloomy day since 2 years ago,
it's the time I started to stay at HELP Residency.


Why so???
Because I'll away from my family, friends, and lover again,
and I more likely have to wait a week to see them again.
So every of my friends mocked at me that working people having blue-Mondays,
but for me, it's blue-Sunday. LOL.


As I entered IMU, I didn't feel that way,
perhaps because I'm still a freshman and kinda excited about my new life being here. 
This week was my first week to have such feeling. T_T
Miss you so much........very badlyyyyy !!!


The time I saw you as I took the documents to you,
I felt like wanna hug you tightly actually. T_T
Then.....you ignored my message !
I knew that it's not your fault, just the incorrectly timing :'(


However, I was being cheered up after I watched the video, the ''HERO'' video.
ROFL, I laughed in front of the laptop like an insane =.=
Lalalalala, lalalalala........ (The Smurf's song)


Darling, I can't live without you ~ 


p/s: I know you would say that I have to learn to be independent though.

emo

其实每当我emo时，我都尽量压抑着那情绪，不想让你知道。
可是多数时都让你发现 =.=


为什么我不想让你知道呢？
因为......
我曾经看过一篇关于双鱼座的文章，
里头说只要双鱼发现对方不适合自己，就会马上离开对方。
这让我想起了你的前女友 jia kay。
你就是发现对方不适合你，所以很快的就离开了她。


我是一个很野蛮任性的女生。
因为这样，我的前男友离开了我，
他觉得和我在一起太压力了。
他的离开对我打击非常大也很受伤。
我才发现原来我一直以来觉得的幸福，会让别人带来压力。


我不知道你可以包容我到什么程度，
所以我不想在你面前摆出脸色，
希望在你面前保留着完美的自己。
可是我都控制不了，
尤其是那敷衍勉强的笑容。


我不希望让你觉得压力，然后离开。
因为我承受不了再次的伤害。

p/s: 可是当你知道我不开心了还不尽快哄我，就是你的错！！！

The very first post

I wanted to create this blog long time ago. However, my keypad was malfunction. So I hold off this creation for a period of time. T_T

And today, my laptop declared revive!!! I am so happy as I wrote this post right after I back from the computer shop. But there's a fly in the ointment, the keypad is white in colour. =.= I like the current one as I can see the alphabets clearer compared to the previous's though the snow white keypad is kind of incompatible with my blackish lappy.

This keypad enable me to write out my up-and-down feelings in the future, and something I want to tell you.