The 100th

I know you didn't notice that today was our BIG day.
The big day I mean here certainly not our wedding big day,
but the 100th day we are being together.

Yeah, the 100th day!!!
It's been 100 days we loving each other wholeheartedly.

I thought it was 2 more days later actually,
but I switched to emotional mode so suddenly today,
and yet you have no free time to pacify me.
I felt being abandoned......
So emo time do emo thing,
that's what I'm doing right now. =.=
And I discovered that today was the 100th day started from 18.07.2011.

I always think:
would we hold each other's hand for ever?
But you'd never answer my question.
You said it's a promise and you won't simply give promise.
If yes,
then what would be our future look like?
Would you still loving me as I become old and ugly?
My answer will be a yes as long as you still loving me!

I will not leave you unless you left me....

18.10.2011

Today was our 3rd month anniversary,
though it might not be a special day for you.
However, it's for me!

Is three months considered long?
there is no a certain answer for this question as it's subjective.
But for me,
it's certainly SHORT !!!
I WANT MORE MORE MORE !!!
I really wish that we could have (3 months X infinity).
Though it's not that long,
but one thing for sure is that,
I cherishing every moment being with you.
As long as you're with me.........

Hmm, what had we done or experienced in the past 3 months?
Well, we went to many places: 
Melacca, Genting, Bukit Tinggi, Pinang Island, Ipoh, etc. 
It sounds like many,
but there're still numerous places await us.
I want to leave our footprints of love in every corner of this world.
And, we never quarrel,
I barely throw you a tantrum occasionally.
On the other hand,
you never get angry at me,
always satisfy what I want.
I'm a little ashamed of how I behaved these time.

My dear, thank you for loving me.
I love you.

Miss you

Once you turned your back toward me,
I start to miss you. T_T
I have no idea why is this happened?!
Be honest, I don't like this kind of feeling.
It's like you must appear in my eye sight every second,
and I lock my eyes merely on you,
not anyone else.
I know it sounds terrible and crazy in some way. >.<


You'd say about the independent thingy again,
I know..............=.=
But I just couldn't!


The feeling of missing you have became extraordinary intense these days.
Because I worry that you'll leave me after I mad at you yesterday.
That's why I was so eager to see you today.
I wish you to hug me tightly to make me feel secure,
and affirm me that you will not leave me
barely due to the tantrum I threw at you.

What can I do as I miss you while you're not by my side?
By simply seeing your pictures will not pacify my uneasy soul.

p/s: I feel very guilty everytime I throw you a tantrum.
Sorry, my dear........ >.<

Thank you

The time I got sick, you're there to take care of me;
the time I suffered, you're there to console my soul;
the time I needed you, you're always there for me.

You made me feel so warm yesterday,
went back only after I fell asleep.
I was guilty to make you exhausted. T_T
You're busying fetch me here and there,
and have to take care of a troubled person.
I don't want get sick anymore! =.=
Because I heart pain to see you like that.

I always complain that you never tell me those honeyed words,
and sometimes might force you to say it.
How naive! >.<''
You love me without saying out the words of ''I love you,''
but your actions showed how much you care and love me.

Thank you, my dear.
Muackkkksss!