Sorry darling, I saw the messages between you and she.
I'm so sad.
I ask myself not to read anymore,
because the more I read,
more things I know,
and hence more sorrow I am.
At first, I stop to read,
but then, I still continue to read!
I'm so sorry.........
I shouldn't borrow your mobile phone.
My mind keep rewinding the words I'd read,
and I just can't ignore their existence!
You know that I will read those messages for sure,
and I'd need your consolation,
but you're not there for me.
And then I asked myself,
do you really love me?
Or you still care about her?
After all, you has been loving or loved her for so long,
and went through so much.
And yet, we didn't.
I know I was unbearable sometimes,
and I want to become a bearable girlfriend too,
but things seem not that easy.
