Miss you

Once you turned your back toward me,
I start to miss you. T_T
I have no idea why is this happened?!
Be honest, I don't like this kind of feeling.
It's like you must appear in my eye sight every second,
and I lock my eyes merely on you,
not anyone else.
I know it sounds terrible and crazy in some way. >.<


You'd say about the independent thingy again,
I know..............=.=
But I just couldn't!


The feeling of missing you have became extraordinary intense these days.
Because I worry that you'll leave me after I mad at you yesterday.
That's why I was so eager to see you today.
I wish you to hug me tightly to make me feel secure,
and affirm me that you will not leave me
barely due to the tantrum I threw at you.

What can I do as I miss you while you're not by my side?
By simply seeing your pictures will not pacify my uneasy soul.

p/s: I feel very guilty everytime I throw you a tantrum.
Sorry, my dear........ >.<